hmm..i wonder..
don't be curious or scared..the tittle means a stupid genius..
eventually..we lost in yesterdays basketball tournament..haizz..we had the urge to win
but but..but...we do not know why we didn't even get through the group stage..
i was playing with other 3 mssd u-14 players and two girls..one of th guy was even a mssd u-15 player..but why?!?!?!?!?!
why do something..someone wants to punish me like this..
if i'm not mistaken..we got 5th or 6th....wth!!!..its almost same like the futsal tournament...
shit shit shit!!!...i hate 5 from now on!!!!...argh!!..i feel so angry...
we started of well at the starting of the 1st game..yes..we were playing the 1st in the tournament...
i scored the 1st ball of the tournament..3 points we led..woo-hoo...unfortunately..we still lost that match..8 to 15..wth man..
i hope i can get over all these stuff right now!!!!
frustrated .. disgracefull!!
went home at 1.45pm...felt my whole body aching..my knee is hurt!!..no no...my muscles are sore..hell no!!..i'm out of energy..lyed on the floor as soon as i got home..dragged myself up to take a cold shower..hoping it'll work ...not a single bit..wasn't in my best clothes...went downstairs and fell asleep...for just 30 minutes..!!!...TQG meeting in 5 minutes!!!..dragged myself again..
seriously..i was stressed..reached the temple with my drowzy attitude...sat down in the meeting room with an air-con....aahhh.. meeting went great..just that..i didn't had the energy to think or to speak up...apology guys!!..especially to crystal..yeah..sincerely sorry...
the good news was ..justin lended me some cool novel...yeah..tried my best to find a suitable time to unfold the book...and i actually did!!..amazingly exciting book if i may say.. XD
just got back from the temple..aahh!!..my mom came soo late...pei hao was with me for a while..haha..thanks!!..found some 'pet loving' book to read..kinda interesting. "voluntered" to do intro this sunday?? no harm neways..hope i'll do better than last time..i embarresed myself the last time i did intro.. XP oh shit!!..i have a whole lot of work to do right now..i would list it but no!!!..theres to much..in two weeks is a holiday..i'm guessing that i'll be occupied ??..lots of events coming on 16th ..haiyo..this is the time where you got no one else to blame but yourself ..i'm gonna have to push my lazyness to the limit to clear my mind and unfinished business!!
oh ppl..i have so much to say right now that i don't know how..seriously..i'm a kind of guy who is verbally speechles and mentaly talkative...a million words in my mind now.. and only one word shall be spoken by me..
the thing about real life is, when you do something stupid, it normally costs you. In books, the heroes can make as many mistakes as they like. It doesn't matter what they do, because everything comes good at the end. they'll beat the bad guys and put things right and everything ends up hunky-dory...
in real life, if you cross a busy road without looking, you get whacked by a car. if you fall out of a tree, you break some bones.
real life's nasty. it's cruel. it doesn't care about heroes and happy endings and the way things should be. in real life, bad things happen. people die. fights are lost. evil often wins. no one can help you but yourself..remember that. keep that in mind..always...
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