A-V-R-I-L

woo-hoo!!..i went to avril's concert last night..was a little sad anyways..they said the show'll start at 8.45pm..5 minutes later..some strange dude came on the stage to keep us entertained..boring... >.> ... then 15 minutes later.. still no one... untill 9.30pm... thats when the lights go off.. then only it started..ish... not only that..my phone camera can't snap a single shit man!!!..aiks..especially taking the videos...haha...so just press play and enjoy the sound . haha.... haha.. it started quite late and ended so soon.. its like only a one hour show.. but action packed... haha..avril was kinda cute and hot..haha.. a fun show indeed... but yeah.. if you compare this to jay chou's concert.. jay was better.. jay's concert was almost a full house...and it was longer than avril's one.. haha...and it had to rain.. we had to wear those uncomfartable stuff..but yea..it was better than the idea of getting saoking wet in the rain...at least it was free.. XP... but luckily it stopped before the rain..i only snapped some pics .. group pics are with my cousin.. haha. unfortunately..i didn't snap any during the concert..cause my camera is low quality and its dark...you can only see some light..but yeah..i took some videos wat the heck..just listen to her live sounds..but you won't hear her clearly cause the crowd was singing to..hope you enjoy X) 1st video: the opening song- girlfriend 2nd video: my happy ending..i loved the intro!!! 3rd video: when you're gone

damn it.. my blog stuff has some shit problem which i'm not enjoying..blogs are retards!!

tears of joy

oohh nO!!!..i apologise for not updating my blog for almost a week!!..aahh!!..i got so much to blog about that i have to sacrifice some events...noo!!.. first things first.... leadership camp X) it was then the endings of the holidays...the last two days of it...and i didn't waste a single minute of it by participating in this leadership camp..hehe...much to say but long story short... well..we kinda gossiped a little..it got further and further when swea phin was wanting to get me a girlfriend..she eventually went through my contact list ...asking each of them in there wether i'm interested in them.. -.- she didn't believe that some of them were guys.. lol..at last we didn't call any girl at all..but she had her fun..we pranked call someone.. chau shou yee..wanna know how it went??..here we goo!!.. XD swea phin= sp shou yee=sy sp: hi!! sy: who are you? sp: i'm jason's girlfriend sy: jason who?? sp: jason kuan la... sy: oohh wat you want? sp: ohh..jason wanna chalenge you to a 1 on 1 basketball game sy: ( i wasn't sure wat he said but he said something bout this) huh?? when ? where? sp: erm..at subang utama la...monday 12.00pm..i sit at the side there and watch you two play la sy: owh ok but i scared i lose ler sp: where got..you so tall ma... (and then they kept talking for a while which i don't know wat they were talking about)

then they reached this topic

sy: where are you?

sp: ooh i'm in jason's room

sy: why there so noisy wan? ( there was a number of people there)

sp: owh jason's house having a party mar.. you wanna come?

sy: how to come?

sp: huh? you got no license meh?..

sy: owh got..but cannot drive yet..

sp: oh i come and fetch you la.. i'm coming in 10 mins

minutes later i texted shou yee

"eh shou yee..she cannot come and fetch you la.. her car broke down at ss2

the end..i can't remember the following stuff.. so yea..shou yee actually believed!! wakaka you got punk'd!!

then leadership camp was over and i was back to my old scholling days..which is freaking boring man...aiks!!..untill tuesday..i noticed that theres a larian merdeka...a kind of a interclass stuff.. which in advanced on thursday.. which was yesterday.. the plan was like a 4x400..erm actually no..its a 4xthe perimeter of the school..which is almost more than 500 meters...my teamates were:

1st runner: arwyn

2nd runner: Jason KuaN

3rd runner: manojh

last runner: Osy

and guess wat..we got second..it was kinda suprising man!! and terrifying if i may say...the girls were 1st to run...and our class also got second for girls category!!..cool huh??...BETA rules!!!here are the girls team:

1st runner: amanda

2nd runner: lily

3rd runner: jeen yee

last runner: anne marie

the last runners were the ones who made us all proud..my run was awfull..arwyn started of well and was the secind to pass the baton to me..and the third to pass the baton was just a meter or two behind me!!..as soon as i got the baton.. sprint forward i did..i didn't wanna do it but my nerves were telling me too... which i soon felt a little regret as the 4th runner was about 10 meters behind me and the third runner..it was between me and that fella..the pain started when i was going uphill..the worse ever!!..i tried pushing myself as hard as i can but my body wasn't agree-ing with that idea..my hands which is holding the baton felt numb and sore..my feet couldn't strech that much eventhough i forced it to do so...when i reached the top..i felt like stopping nd walk a little..but i knew if i do so..my body would shatter and i would fall back..i took smaller steps and smaller..but didn't stop...the third fella stoped and walked for a while..but the next 10 seconds..he was running again..then he caught up with me..we were running alongside each other..and he went one meter in front..and soon 3 meters as we were reaching to pass the baton to the next person..i used every single muscle cell i had and pushing myself as hard as i can..which was killing!!!..looking at manojh up front..i sprint a little and soon passed it to him..i was happy at the moment..and knew my happiness was at stake..as the run wasn't over. i didn't bother how manojh was doing..but soon..i heard someone calling manojh's name..he was coming..and i wasn't sure the position of my class at the moment...the last runner was sent.. rezadi osy.... all i knew was delta was leading and zhen zhuen was flying in front...minutes later..zhen zhuen arrived..declaring delta the winner..three of us was hoping osy would be the next one to be seen..putting all our hopes and dreams on osy...he eventually arrived!!!!!!..tears of joy !!!we got second!!!!..i was so happy!!!..but my pain didn't stop when i finished the race... i went back to class and sit down..lying my head on the table..i felt my muscles aching..my brain was gonna fall out...i was like a bomb gonna explode..!!!..i held on to it..and strived through...as soon as i felt better..suddenly..i felt my lower leg muscle was like being pulled by a mad dog!!!..my leg cramped!!!..my favourited right leg!!!..stand the pain i did.. as i had no further options!!..it healed a little when at the end of school and while walking with than out of school...again..!!..my leg cramped again!!..this time it was the left one...OMB(oh my buddha) you don't wanna know the pain i felt..but i felt really energetic when i reached home..i actually woke up at 6 this morning..and i knew why..my mouth was clear dry!!..i was in thirst!!..and went down to get a drink..and ate my breakfast and here i am...proud as can be...

1)Taken or single?
single?

2) Do you like it ?
i guess so?

3) Would you still kiss your ex?
hmm i don't think i have an ex? =P

4)Have you ever had your heart Broken?
i think so?

5) Do you believe certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
hell no!!

7) Do you Want children?
maybe X)

8) If yes how many?
hmm 2 to 3

9) Would you consider adoption?
erm..no

10) If someone likes you would you want them to tell you?
haha..maybe. must see whos that 1st

11) Do you want someone you cant have?
i'm not that desprate..i'll try not to la. enjoying life to the max!! XD

12) Do You believe in celebrating Anniversary's?
eeerrr??.. yea?

13) Do you get butterflies around your crush?
har??..i don't understand la..but if its a good thing then maybe lo..

14) Do some of your EX still have feelings for you?

i told you no ex right?.but i don't know whether anyone has feelings on me la..should be no lo XP

15) Have you slept at a girlfriend/boyfriend's house before?
no girlfriend before.. not that desprate to have one =p

16) Do you considere yourself attractive?

erm..i don't know.

well..i can tell you this people..allot of people ask me this question:

do you have a girlfriend?

and i answered

no

and they replied

all kinds of answer that they kinda dun believe my answers true, but i'm not sure whether they're joking onot..but hopefully......erm..i don't know wat i'm hoping for la..haha..happy go lucky marh...

not the end

all ryte all ryte..i know i havent been seriously blogging these few days..well ..there could only be one simple reason.. X)...its been the 1st time ever in my life that i had a non-boring holiday.. cool huh??...well these were my past activities:

all started during friday....the start of the wonderful?? holiday

FRIDAY: hometown

SAT: hometown

SUN: hometown

MON: came back from hometown in the evening, made plans for tuesday

TUE: played football in the morning, badminton in the afternoon

WED: body freaking aching, had to rest, slept the whole afternoon made plans for thursday

THURS: played football in the morning again, aching didn't stop, rested the whole afetrnoon

FRI: went to sunway pyramid with friends.. watched an extremely hilarious movie : ZOHAN

tommorows SAT: leadership camp

day after tommorows SUN: leadership camp

yea..tommorows leadership camp, i haven't even packed my bag...thats not the thing thats worrying me..i'm guessing the youngest there will be me..well. i don't know why but they said this camp is by invitation but they sent me the e-mail which means i'm invited but they asid for those 16-23 years old..hmmz funny huh?..but no worries.. the people which are going are mostly not strangers X)... but still i think i'll be the youngest..not just that.. i'll be the only 14 year old there and the next younger one will be like maybe 16.. but i think it'll be 17 or 18.. =P...haha.. maybe i'll feel like a 16 year old after this camp..just maybe

welp...went pyramid with some of my friends today.. we weren't well organised.. so we kinda break to seperate ways.. aiks.. cause some ppl toooo kedekut untill dun wanna watch the movie... haizz.. 5 of us went to watch then.. the action-packed movie...hehe..i also saw tze han, swea phin and jing yi..wth..i only said hi to jing yi..well.i didn't say hi to tze han cause he was i think hyper with his friends, well i didn't say hi to swea phin cause i wasn't sure that was her as she was wearing high heels and she looked really tall XP...

Shhh

sometimes its better if you kept quiet...
sometimes its just better if you kept your mouth shut...
sometimes people just isn't the things you think they are...

JaSoN ShAn?

woo-hoo!!..i have finished the 510 page book!!!..justin on the other hand felt i was really slow..lol..not easy k??..i'm not that free as you are ya noe...but i was when i went back to my hometown..since friday.zz..in the car for almost 8 hours.. but there was a TV there to keep us awake..hehe.. yeah. the book was nice..the bad news is..the story isn't finished..it ended quite lovely but no..not enough..i asked justin bout the other books..he said he read finished the whole story at the bookshop..lol..such a bookworm..i took about 2 weeks to finish the 1st book and he took like 3 days to finish it!?!?..damn fast!!!..so i decided to ask him to tell me the whole story the next time we meet!!..haha!!..he has hmm.. about 3 more books to explain to me..lol.wth..

the after effects just as i reached my house at 5 just now..my phone was kept busy.. untill 30 minutes ago..yeah. somehow..my wednesday tommorow is fully occupied..football in the morning...badminton in the afternoon..cool huh?..could thursday be another occupied one??..we'll see..well i could be blogging tommorow again..maybe..haha

now we go back to friday where i went back t my hometown to visit my grandma..haha..did i mention how cute my cousins are?!?!..its like !!..super cute!!..ahaha!! and yes..my cousins son..haha..he's more cute when he's younger..yea..wanna see how cute?..here he is..

see what i mean!?!?..p.s..this was taken during the starting of the year now he's still cute but quite bigger but still cute!!..haha..i'm still pittying my grandma..she can't walk for the next 3 months..has to sit on that chair most of the day..and she rarely moves around..

zz!!!!..I HATE SHUFFLERS!!!

woo-hoo!!!..look at everyones to-do-list!!..cool huh!??..
ahaha..my sejarah thingy needs to be passed up by tommorow..i drawn the melaka building..well..actually my mom did it..haha..not mee!! damn..i feel so lazy not doing it..ahhaha..
whoah yeah!!..i got a new hair-cut!! i hate the back of my hair..damn freaking short!!

aaahhhh!!..i'm so damn scared that i fail or won't get good results in my science tuition test..if that ever happens...i maybe won't get the chance to go for that leadership camp on 23rd and 24th!!!! which i 100% wannna go!!!...

joy to the world !!!..today is the last day of school..if you're wondering that there'll be a friday..there won't be any schooling for us..hehe..it'll be hari koku..where you get sijil and all..bla bla bla...

and now....presenting,...the brand new

cool huh?!?!?!...gonna ride an 8-hour ride home to kota bharu..woo-hoo!!!

freakey

short term memory loss.....
i do not know why right now, which i know i have lots of things to blog about but i feel speechless to talk to this outdated blog...maybe i could remember... =)
just that sunday...the crimination day for my cousins grandmother..my first visit to the funeral and it was the last...i didn't feel the sadness at the start..but when it came to "sending her off"...i looked at my cousins ..saw their look on their faces .. i could see their sadness..the pain they were feeling.. somehow..i felt it too...she paased away on that thursday 07-08-08...at 5pm...in the hospital...haizzz.
i shall dedicate this song to ppl who just lost someone.. =)

this is for my peoples who just lost somebody
your best friend, your baby your man or your lady
put your hand way up high
we will never say bye
no, no, no
mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers friends and cousins
this is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
lift your head to the sky
cause we will never say bye
as a child
there were them times
i didn't get it
but you kept me in line
i didn't know why you didn't show up
sometimes on sunday mornings
and i missed you
but i'm glad we talked through
all them grown folk things separation brings
you never let me know it
you never let it show
because you loved me
and obviously there's so much more left to say
if you were with me today face to face
i never knew i could hurt like this
and everyday life goes on
i wish i could talk to you for a while
miss you but i try not to cry as time goes by


and it's true that you've reached a better place
still i'd give the world to see your face
and be right here next to you
but it's like you're gone too soon
now the hardest thing to do is say
bye bye
you never got a chance to see how good i've done
and you never got to see me back at number one
i wish that you were here to celebrate together
i wish that we could spend the holidays together
i remember when you used to tuck me in at night
with the teddy bear you gave me that i held so tight
i thought you were so strong you'd make it through whatever
it's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
i never knew i could hurt like this
and everyday life goes on
i wish i could talk to you for a while
miss you but i try not to cry as time goes by
and it's true that you've reached a better place
still i'd give the world to see your face
and be right here next to you
but it's like you're gone too soon
now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

weekend galore

here i am!!!..haha..i would've blog this morning but.. i was stupid enough..
expecting to wake up at 8 in the morning..i snoozed my alarm 7 times!!!..
so yeah..but on the seventh time..i accidentaly pressed turn off.. -.- .. argh!!..then i woke up at 10..shit!!..my time to blog was only 2 hours..thingking that i still have time to surf the net... rushed down and turn on the com...then got some shit problem on the modem..couldn't go on9./...i was soooo freaking angry..still had 2 hours..what am i gonna do??..homework?!?!..i'm pissed off..not a right time to do some..i wondered around and bla bla bla..forget what i did.. XP..
i was thingking..anyone who'll make me angry at school shall be yelled by me..but things changed..went to school...my friends were the ones to cool me down.. ;)..i laughed my heads off today at school...haha..

WOO-HOO!..i got nominated for best laugh in fiftyxfifty!!..haha..if you wanna vote just go to www.fiftyxfifty.smksu.net ..hmmz..well..i'm not forcing you to vote but theres no harm doing it right??..haha..the thing that made me angry bout this web was.. BENJAMIN LOH WEI LOON!!!.. you worthless shit!!..i didn't nominate myself la you dumbo!!.. i'm not as stupid as you !!.. do you possibly think i want fame?!?!..well guess what??.i hadn't had the slightest idea of that!!!..you lifeless piece of crab!!! the person who wants fame was you!!..yeah..just you!!.. ahahaha!!..you think you can dance well?!?!..as if!!..you dance like a moving ameoba!!!..F.Y.I its a cell name you dummy!!..skipping science class!!..i'm sure you'll fail!!..no offense(i'm being sarcastic), but do you even think this class likes you?!?!..do you think they enjoy your freaking lame jokes?!?!yeah..its lame!!..and being sent off the class almost 4 times today by every teacher that came in?!?!..hahaa!!..its your reward!!..hope you appreciated it very well!!!...talking about him just spoils my mood..now i forgotten what i wanted to blog about...i'm OUT... XD

message in a bottle

i'm back!!..again..i didn't expect i could go on9 now..but what the heck!?!?!..i've got a million things to say.. i don't understand why whenever you finish your homework..clear the things on the table..the next day..you'll find "them" waiting for you to do...homework is never over!!..someone tell me why please.. and the worse thing is when you're too lazyy to do it..it grows bigger and "growls" for "food"
I HATE HOMEWORKS!!!
not to mention when you don't even know what the homework "wants" ..you'll get pissed off and leave them alone..but they'll come asking for "it"..
oh please!!..you can't even spell the word EFFORT...you're expecting to read a few hundred pages of book>!>!?!?!.. quit dreaming..you won't understand a word the book says!!..
life is so freaking unfair!!
but sometimes..some ppl may just make your day =)
remember the book i mentioned on my previous post??..yeah...its getting more and more exciting..at the same time inspiring me..no worries..i'll tell you what i've learned after reading the book... another 400 pages to go!!..woo-hoo!!
-OUT-

sleepless nights

phew..after one (two) day(s) of stressing..i'm guessing i feel much better... i got up at 9.30 this morning and was freaking blurr..really..went downstairs and did my maths work..then my mother came in and turned on the com. XD. i knew i could go on9 and blog..haha. not expecting that..i got nothing to blog about now... wasn't ready anyways..haha..
argh..i hate my hair...its damn ugly.. i'll cut it this weekend..
aaahh!!!..holidays in two week..yeay!!..but still another thing to do...some sejarah art work..
needa draw some tokoh..wakaka..i'll draw myself la..hehe..
oh shit!!!..science tuition exam next monday..haizzz..not prepared!!..aaahhh!!
slept at 2am last night!!!..wth!! dunno why but i couldn't sleep
MTV asia awards!!..wahaha..leona lewis is hot!!!!..XP..despite carmen and sherilyn making me feel jealous.. -.- ..
i wish i'm a contortionist..i get to stretch my body and reach for stuff i can't
i wish i'm spongebob..i get to absorb knowledge as fast as possible
i wish i was superman..i get to lift things and break it easily
i wish my mind is like a moving jet plane.. no stress, no worries
i wish i can fly
i wish i can do things with my mind
i wish theres only friday, saturday and sunday in a week
someone!! something!! grant my wish!!!!!

idiot savant

hmm..i wonder..
don't be curious or scared..the tittle means a stupid genius..
eventually..we lost in yesterdays basketball tournament..haizz..we had the urge to win
but but..but...we do not know why we didn't even get through the group stage..
i was playing with other 3 mssd u-14 players and two girls..one of th guy was even a mssd u-15 player..but why?!?!?!?!?!
why do something..someone wants to punish me like this..
if i'm not mistaken..we got 5th or 6th....wth!!!..its almost same like the futsal tournament...
shit shit shit!!!...i hate 5 from now on!!!!...argh!!..i feel so angry...
we started of well at the starting of the 1st game..yes..we were playing the 1st in the tournament...
i scored the 1st ball of the tournament..3 points we led..woo-hoo...unfortunately..we still lost that match..8 to 15..wth man..
i hope i can get over all these stuff right now!!!!
frustrated .. disgracefull!!
went home at 1.45pm...felt my whole body aching..my knee is hurt!!..no no...my muscles are sore..hell no!!..i'm out of energy..lyed on the floor as soon as i got home..dragged myself up to take a cold shower..hoping it'll work ...not a single bit..wasn't in my best clothes...went downstairs and fell asleep...for just 30 minutes..!!!...TQG meeting in 5 minutes!!!..dragged myself again..
seriously..i was stressed..reached the temple with my drowzy attitude...sat down in the meeting room with an air-con....aahhh.. meeting went great..just that..i didn't had the energy to think or to speak up...apology guys!!..especially to crystal..yeah..sincerely sorry...

the good news was ..justin lended me some cool novel...yeah..tried my best to find a suitable time to unfold the book...and i actually did!!..amazingly exciting book if i may say.. XD
just got back from the temple..aahh!!..my mom came soo late...pei hao was with me for a while..haha..thanks!!..found some 'pet loving' book to read..kinda interesting. "voluntered" to do intro this sunday?? no harm neways..hope i'll do better than last time..i embarresed myself the last time i did intro.. XP oh shit!!..i have a whole lot of work to do right now..i would list it but no!!!..theres to much..in two weeks is a holiday..i'm guessing that i'll be occupied ??..lots of events coming on 16th ..haiyo..this is the time where you got no one else to blame but yourself ..i'm gonna have to push my lazyness to the limit to clear my mind and unfinished business!!
oh ppl..i have so much to say right now that i don't know how..seriously..i'm a kind of guy who is verbally speechles and mentaly talkative...a million words in my mind now.. and only one word shall be spoken by me..

these things don't come often...appreciate it while you can

the thing about real life is, when you do something stupid, it normally costs you. In books, the heroes can make as many mistakes as they like. It doesn't matter what they do, because everything comes good at the end. they'll beat the bad guys and put things right and everything ends up hunky-dory...

in real life, if you cross a busy road without looking, you get whacked by a car. if you fall out of a tree, you break some bones.

real life's nasty. it's cruel. it doesn't care about heroes and happy endings and the way things should be. in real life, bad things happen. people die. fights are lost. evil often wins. no one can help you but yourself..remember that. keep that in mind..always...

a shoutout =)

AUGUST HAS ARRIVED

GET READY FOR THE NEW MONTH

WOO-HOO!!

rising edge

*DRUM ROLL*
KA-BOOM!!!!
i have done my freaking lame geography project!!!..wakaka!!...dunno what the hell is this project for also
go find ppl's job and stuff only...haizzz
well..i'm pretty sure the teacher won't be satisfied with my project...lolzz..
at least got marks can dy...30 if you're wondering!!
damn it!!...sejarah teacher didn't came in today..thought i was gonna be happy..
but Puan Yoeh came in..haiyo...
she told the whole class bout the end-year-exams...
what a stupid plan weih!!!.....it'll be on 9th October...1st day exam..then PMR for one to two weeks...
then after that exam again!!!..walauwei!!!..i thought we should be happy earlier than the form threes...
damn tak puas la wei!!!...but what the heck la..just go with it la..
btw i think we're the 1st class to know about the exams!!..can study earlier..mayb only..haha
BM was kinda fun today..Sadhana played some teka-teki game with us..
damn lame !!!

nerve wreaking...................
in just less than 12 hours..we'll be having a basketball tournament...
my teamates are:
Freddie
Xing Yiow
Den Jie
Sarina
Shyen
and me!!!
yeah..i'm obviously the least good basketballer among them..lol..shyen and sarina better than me somore.. XP...maybe lo...see tomorow!!...must win weih..nvm..got freddie can win dy..lol...
hope i don't make any mistakes...
wish us best of luck guys!!...XP

streesed!

its weekend again!!!!!!!..woo-hoo!!...the 5 days wait is finnally over..again??..

well..my weekdays wasn't fully occupied by the sole-called boring school...

it was during that tuesday..haha..me and my bro went to watch CHELSEA V.S MALAYSIA XI!!!

haha..was kinda like a last minute thing..yeah..my bro joined some maxis contest and won 2 free tickets to go watch the game!!!..it was 100% worth it!!!

got there..claim the tickets..went in..got free tickets..free food...haha..don't forget..only for maxis contest winners can get free food!!..haha..yeah..i was a little unsatisfied with the food..the egg sandwich almost made me wanna vomit...but the karipuff was great!!

went in..found out the tickets were grandstand free-seating!!..thank god we went in early...got the front six row seats...haha..you're never gonna believe how close we were from the players..they were allot more huge than malaysian players...

haha..the fact that i'm not a chelsea fan..most of the ppl on the stands were supporting malaysia!!..and look what the newspaper wrote...: a total of 50,000 fans, mostly chelsea fans......wth weih??? didn't bother lo..even the refree was supporting chelsea..lol...

chelsea obviously won..2-0

what to do..got free tickets to watch real profesionals play....which was super cool...

my first live football match

my first mexican wave..hyper cool!!!!!!!!!

yeah..we were this close to them!!!..wahaha..be jealous!!

assignments:

geograpyh project, passingup today!!..i'm 95% done...

basketball tournament this saturday..i don't want it to end up like the futsal tournament..

meeting this saturday..again??...tell me if theres any change of time!!