Monday, May 31, 2010

Pretty Face

Have i ever told you, i'm inspired? Yeah.. Its because of the stories i've been hearing so often that i was inspired.. in both the good and bad ways. My sun sets and inspiration never stops coming on, and on.. and on.

I can tell from your soft voices and your mind that has fooled you, i was deceived. Those stories, like vanilla ice cream.. Melting down to white blood, pure white blood.. Then it becomes like fire burning under the rain, deadly silent rain.

I couldn't believe it though, my attention was drawn to one way, one matter. Maybe i would disappear, i didn't wanna disappear..
Maybe i should just ignore since its night.. its tonight..
Maybe i'll just go back to the start.. where i played a better part

The start.. the end, doesn't makes sense.
I only wanted to see the sweetest of smiles that pleased me, but its hidden.. down inside. Seconds keep moving, but i see faces that tears me apart.

Tell me your stories, i'll tell you mine..
Tell me your secrets, i'll share with you mine..
Sing your melody, i'll sing along..
Play your game, i'll play along.. cause its fun. :)

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Undisclosed

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Maybe the lights can bring me higher,
following my childish expectations,
until those dreams become a nightmare,
please, spare me my desires.



Wesak Eve

The moonlight above us,
perhaps neglected by some of you..
that you knowledge, pride was within us.

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Between the compassion and aggression,
shall we be generous,
to not lose our wisdom,
for one day we are victorious,
then we count on luck to bring us through,
and we'll rejoice in whatever comes.


Friday, May 28, 2010

Cracker

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I.. just needed someone to smile at me,
and they smiled at my camera..

From left!!~

Daniel
! Oi ying! Oi Lum! Jin Hwa! Crystal! Jeremy Ooi!
Woohoo!!

Buddha's smiling at me too!! :D



In A Flower

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If I could describe the world's beauty in such enchanting ways,
as the orchids, crocuses, roses, lotus etch their ways into our heart,
a curve there, a streak here, spots there and commas,
full stops, question marks, and dashes..
in all colours and fragrant scents
to form a perfect lustrious story
of wondrous romance
and well wishes.



Monday, May 24, 2010

Yesterday's Sun

One day, you'll wake me up..
I'll look to you,
"thanks".

Then, i'll get up and run,
As fast as i can.. I will run,
Back to you,
Back to yesterday's sun.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Not A Friend

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No, we're not just friends anymore, we're enemies.. we're enemies of everyday.
such that we declare war with each other so often because..
we cross paths, we go through the same matter everyday, we think of it the same way everyday.
I'll send in some faith that everyday, we're enemies.


Reader, are you my enemy?



Saturday, May 22, 2010

Imagination


Its about your life,
Its about your choice,
Its about your playful intentions,


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Its about how you live this life,
Its about how smart your choice is,
Its about how wild your intentions are..

Its all about love,
And its about how much it changes yourself..
I love you, hope.



Friday, May 21, 2010

Do You Remember?



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The part where the bright lights shine upon your freedom in colors of the breaking ice,
and you continue to blend in with flowers pleasing themselves with a smell..
you would find yourself clinging on to the rainbow..
singing in your body..




That was sweet.







Thursday, May 20, 2010

Face To Face



Let us not allow what we wear today and tomorrow scare away the sparkles of your eyes,
we shall not fear what you have to say, don't look at appearance..
look at what lies beneath your desire..
don't be afraid to breathe.



Sunday, May 16, 2010

Republic


You expect the best from your limits,
there won't be a chance to know them..


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One day, I'm saying all that matters is if you had.. fun
if you had fun. By then, there will be a feeling of pulling you out of there..
you didn't want that.. it just happens..


It makes you.
cheers


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Pandora

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When I was lying in the V.A. hospital

with a big hole blown through the middle of my life,
I started having these dreams of flying. I was free.
But sooner or later, you always have to wake up.




I

see
you
:)




Saturday, May 15, 2010

The Baby

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So I...
will swing you, carry you, play with you..
like a schoolbag~

oh, i need a proper schoolbag.





Friday, May 14, 2010

Your Call



The curtains open, as I stood there with my guitar.. watching the spotlight shine on me.
"waiting for your.. call i'm sick.. call i'm angry.."
and they would pressure a singing piano in.. the house with only one corner.

I walked into a room where the sun and moon, looked mixed up together..
But it was just moonlight, just a moonlight..
Shining right at an angel, on a swing, she was glowing..
straight through my heart.
"I was born.. to tell you i love you.."


I am new, I am fresh
Lightning seemed so far away, but I see it.. striking into me.
With the winds of tomorrow breezing within my veins, my flesh.
Damn, i see millions of people..they look desperate for something..
i can't identify them..
"Whats your fantasy?!"

But you, you're the only one i see..
I see you.. fading.. fading into a tunnel of darkness.. i chase after you.
Don't go, don't go.. too far..
"I'm tired, of being all alone.. and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home"


I see dark stones, and your shadow, so pure..
By then, I was standing outside.. only the spot where i'm standing..
Is where the light is.. but the real light.. is missing..
Where are you?

I found myself singing my heart out.. my soul within.. to you.
With the echoes all around me..
Can you hear me, can you hear my sincerity?







Stay with me, tonight.


I'm Reacting

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I wish I can stay here longer,
I wish the clock killing down the seconds stops,
I wish there isn't any walls,
I wish i'm immortal to my mind,

I wish I know where to sleep on my bed.. just so that I won't forget what comes tomorrow,
I wish I could sleep this tire through.. just so that I'm ready when the dawn breaks,
I wish I wasn't made to make excuses for myself, just so that I can live without a noise,
I wish things were closer, just so that I laugh with company,
I wish I knew journey, just so that I can see what is before me..



What, is before me?



Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Steps




But,
Taking just that few little pushes seems so very hard..

Never mind,
As long as things are already ready..
Then i'm okay..

Sadly, it isn't..
it isn't the time to waste time.
it isn't in front of me.
it isn't ready.

damn, I want some gatorade.

Friday, May 7, 2010

You Are My Sunshine




"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine..
You make me happy, when skies are gray..
You'll never know dear, how much I love you..
Please don't take my sunshine away."



It made his children sleep, it made me sleep..
He sang, grandfather sang as he carries us in his arms..
One generation to another..
Until the last one..



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And we won't be hearing it anymore.. only by ourselves, we can remember..
He takes you to dreamland, soundly.



Manojh Leaves

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I don't see how we'd survive high school without having some weird attitude. Teachers would be teaching yet we'd rather not care, later on we have to pay the price by stressing ourselves out.. cool huh? Don't you find teachers so much different when they're teaching? They're dressing can distract you, or attract.. which happens rarely, they're like controlled.. when they're working, they have a different way of approaching.. See there's no point letting you know all these, you've been through this, yet I'm going through it.. When you can actually share it with another person in class, share the jokes, share the story, share stationary..

I remember, at the end of the first day of high school.. the school bell rang at 6.50pm. I think I haven't spoken to anyone except Benjamin Loh, since I saw him a few times before school started.. upon leaving the class at 6.50, our class monitor stopped us all and informed us of something.. i forgotten, i wish i could remember.. because it was the first few words I've heard from him.. and I thought.. this guy must be cool..

This guy was my classmate for the first 2 years of high school.. I got to know him better during second year.. We were good friends, and I went over his place a few times that i was there even when I shouldn't be, since his relatives were around too.. I can be naive sometimes, sorry. During the third year, he was in a different class.. But I could still hear him sometimes, that spontaneous side of him. This year, I was surprised to see him as my classmate again.. I thought...

"This is gonna be another great year"

But unfortunately, last week.. he had to switch to another class.. which have really turned down the amount of noises in 4 Omega.. sad.


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There goes a friend to share my buff-ness with in class.


:(




Sunday, May 2, 2010

Lost Then Found





Empty glasses on tables, echoes fill these rooms
The memories go where we go,
There like the suitcase that you never lose
If the good lords eyes upon me
I swear to make things right
Whatever we lost, i know we can find..




Tokio Fever


Breaking the habit.. it was a time to have some entertainment..
Tokio Hotel rocked out awesomely. :)

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We weren't in that partying mood.
Hence, entering won't be a good option.
*They didn't check your tickets*

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Was with them .. =D











Pictures by : Jamie Wang

*Galaxia was resting :(*



Dreamer





I was counting every word I've said before I lay to sleep. Grateful as I think of every loving one, never to be divided from my memories, sweet memories. Its time to splash that morning cup of tea all over myself and make the best out of it..

And then the bitter came along, I was confused of how am I going to get through this.. darn confusion, its written all over every teenager's face. We have to play it smart and wise, we have to.



2 hours passed, I should have just counted some sheep instead.
:(



Will

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If only, I could read whats written in this picture..
This picture, I don't know what it means..
I can't read it..
I wanna know..



Yet, your soul has become so calm that you're ready..
You're ready to speak your heart out..
You're telling whatever you wanted to tell..
You're preparing for the worst, for peace.