I'd be sorry

Given a chance, I would gladly take the blame and apologise for my mistakes. Its usually going all great for you until you realize what kind of a person you have been after a while. No wait, the response of the people around you, they're the ones making me realize what you are today. Sadly enough, they can't tell you right away, neither can they accept you instantly. Well, the scenario has to be 'in a bad way'. Observance is crucial.

I'd rather exchange ego for the world to turn back at me because there is no reason to be denial in this. I choose to live in harmony than to live in hate, I'm hoping to welcome the same service in return. The only disadvantage in it would just cost you your ego, which I don't think is worth the respect of another.
I don't want to have to take a step back to do this all over again because I was wrong, give me a chance to take a step forward with another foot, on the same path.

Note to self:

Apparently, you cannot fight fire with fire, you fight fire with ice.
Or maybe a smarter way to win would be by avoiding it.

For all you know the fire could just be shielding paradise.
Okay, jason?

Don't mind if i do

So now I guess this blog will be the place I'll be swimming in again, probably more willingly than ever. Maybe if you could bare whatever I have to say for you, my reader, and I on this blog, then we must have thoughts alike. Its when you have that once in a week thing where you look forward to spilling all your stories. Routine changes though, so does my hair. Hence, treasures of my heart rests here. (:

Dreaming out loud

Dreams aren't supposed to be forgotten. But they say the only memory you will have from a dream is that you had a dream without remembering what was it. 5 minutes after waking up and you instantly forget it. So you keep a book with a trustworthy pencil next to your bed. That is what's new with me.

Or you know, it doesn't have to be that way. After all, we're human. We have a mind of our own, just like how we would think of that damn printer we own. But they can't change, they're repeatedly constant, on the other hand, we're constantly changing by choice. You don't follow the steps of the people walking in front of you, unless you're taking a brisk walk at 6 in the evening while facing east and you have your shadow cast in front of you.

There are rules we follow, and those are the rules we ourselves make. You can't possibly follow someone into the dark when a bright one is yours to walk. Walk alone? Read my second paragraph again. By then it doesn't matter if you remember the dream you once had in your sleep or the dream you made soberly, you're already chasing one or better yet, creating one.

Karma will have its say, good choices will lead to better ones and likewise, you know?

Holes Inside

It's okay to have your heart occupied, for mine it is and it will be. You know, It doesn't really matter to me if this isn't going to end because as long as I feel that it's worth it, I know I don't want it to end. Yes, I don't.

I will be using my heart, as I've been told to do so before. You don't have to try so hard either, because for me I'm just going to let things flow as it is without torturing myself. Listen here, I won't torture myself being with you, even now, even mentally.What could hurt me again are your choices and decisions.. which I hope are the same as mine. But then again, I don't have the rights any more, I can only hope. Hope I will.