Funky!

"As ursula has been my girlfriend for many years, i naturally rarely
look at her anymore. I register that her outline is there rather than actually looking at her. Purely for your benefit, however. I'll go rummaging around in the untidy basement of my memory to see if i can find where i left her feature."

I shall be picky.

Tigarian Katagaria

Of a friend who was a voice of reason in an insane life, blamed for a breath-taking beginning. One captivated by the beauty of the other.

Its when the whole world turns their backs on them, leaving them to walk alone, afraid. Yet couldn't let go the one thing that actually means something. A life or death situation, stand together or be devoured!

Interesting, bringing the taste of twilight?

The Wrong Path

Dear Jordan Khoo,

Oh no, you did it again! Four days of school and you were present once, no, you were present everyday, just never there. Boy i don't know how much consequences you'll suffer by skipping school almost everyday, i wouldn't know what goes through your mind the moment you skipped school and i never want to know how long you can keep this dark secret. If you're reading this now, i hope you seriously know what you're doing. Dude i have no idea what your extremely poor attendance in school can do to you and having the effort to only stop you once from leaving school was hard. Coming to school and slip out of it, whats your point? Your parents thinks you're in school, you seldom were, what are you trying to observe? There's nothing to it lying to your parents all along. You're smart man, but if you go on like this it'll get worst and you won't be attending school everyday, you'll get left out and won't have time to catch up with your studies, at all. Just to remind you, playing games in cyber cafes during school hours are illegal. Its a crime you're doing everytime.

Stay in school, bro.

Upside Down

As a long waited Saturday came on, the day started with a racist futsal tournament that should've been ours for the taking if it wasn't for a meaningless goal by a bunch of non disciplined heavy smokers at only the age of 15. And i can swear we were owning them from top to bottom throughout the whole game, furious we were.

Obviously having a handful of birthdays on 18th of April up to 90 years old was quite a surprise. As my brother wanted to celebrate his 7 days and nights turning 18.

The atmosphere wasn't as awkward as i thought it would be and i actually didn't realize that i'm sometimes the only high school boy in the crowd until i was shooting some hoops in that condition. Disney once again confused entertained us with its own ways by giving us the taste of the strange movieRemembering the last time watching this was just about getting the fun out of those funny characters and not understanding it, yet it still didn't completely work this time. And the one character we never did not ask why was

The very retarded wheelers. Little did i know that the whole movie was saved by an egg,the poison to rocks?! . Did i ever mentioned that barbeques are often the best when everything is cool and having a plate of raw meatballs and sausages plus sweet honey and margerine with the grill all yours with just a little company? indeed it was one way to gain weight :)
Just being an arsenal fan for that late night clash of rivals was tough luck, but showering at 2.30 in the morning wasn't my intention either.
And you know what? i'm guessing its time to seriously throw fun away and really really concentrate. :)

Down to earth

Here we go again! :D

Define Jason

Blog hopping actually lead me to this inaccurate stuff ,don't hesitate to do the same lame thing. :)

A : You like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : You like to drink.
E : You are a damn good kisser.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality and looks.
I : You are great in bed.
J : People Adore you.
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Everyone loves you.
M : You are great in bed.
N : You like to drink.
O : You are an awesome kisser.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : You are fucking crazy.
S : You are easy to fall in love with.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best g/f b/f anyone could ever ask for.
Z : Always ready.

J,
People adore you.
A,
You like to drink milk!! Its a new addiction
S,
You are easy to fall in love with
O,
You are an awesome kisser
N,
You like to drink

The random fact that A and N is the foremost exceptionally untrue but is you specified it to milk it would be completely different :D. Yet O , is one i never experienced but you can't deny that? :DD

A Twist In My Story

Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver
I’m counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just break the silence
The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears
So you see, this world doesn’t matter to me
I’ll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
And I’m longing, for words to describe how I’m feeling
I’m feeling inspired?
My world just flip turned upside down
It turns around, say what’s that sound
It’s my heart beat, it’s getting much louder
My heart beat, is louder than ever
I’m feeling alive, I’m feeling alive
And it takes away our fears
I’m finally waking up, a twist in my story
It’s time I open up, and let your love right through me
I’m finally waking up
That’s what you get,
you see your life in someone else’s eyes
That’s what you get, that’s what you get...

The Imperfect Disguise

When two forces meet, they battle till the very end.
Those that beat the odds wins the game.
I should.

Answered The Thought, My Love

Knowing it would be the last time watching you fall asleep,
Tightly I would tuck you in, and pray your soul to keep.
Knowing it would be the last time that I'd watch you walk out that door,
Hug you as warm, kiss you as sincere, and call you back once more.

Knowing its the last time I'd hear your sweet voice lifted up in praise,
Tape each word and action i would, and play them throughout my days.
Knowing its the last time, I would spare an extra minute or two,
Pause and say from the bottom of my heart "I Love You," instead of assuming you know I do.
Just in case tomorrow never comes, today is all i get,
I'd like to say how much i love you, hoping we will never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your dearest one tonight.
If you're waiting for tomorrow, whats with harmless today?
For if the day never comes, regret the day you will
That you didn't take that extra time for a hug, a kiss, or just a smile,
And you were busy enough to grant someone, what turned out to be their one final wish.

Hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear.
How much you love them, always hold them dear.

~Norma Cornett Marek~

Improvised version.

Take time to say

"I'm sorry"

"Please forgive me"

"Thank you"

"Its okay"

"I love you"

Richard Carlson, author

passed away after writting this book

leaving millions reeling,

Letters, calls, and e-mails never erased the loss felt by his wife, Kristine.

Assuageing her grief, pored over a quarter century's supply of love letters,

Reliving the emotions and cherishing her true love's memory.

Profoundly moving act of healing, focused on one letter full of particularly apt questions,

The one Richard given to her on their eighteenth anniversary,

With keen insight and fresh passionly answered these questions.

Offering her heartfelt response to Richard's moving letter.

An intimate look inside a special relationship,

A gift to the many people whose lives changed for his inspiring work,

A lifetime loving experience having readers wondering,

"If you had one hour to live,

what would you do,

and who would you call?"
Extraordinary and uplifting,

Showing the importence of treasuring everyday,

As the in credible gilft that it is.

Jinaxypidopel

When curiousity kills...

Freaky

Ever since homeworks, school projects, presentations and dull plans started, its like theres a book in my mind that's been writing non-stop and it sure seemed to me like i was going to pour it all out here, but having a bad memory like this doesn't help and only the special ones get to appear here.
Congratulations Jason, your mid-year exam time table has just been released.
Hey, don't feel depressed.. its still one month away. Go on and enjoy your life all you can!!

Of what a mind of a slob would be thinking, someone like me?
They say theres always a start, and what a first touch i'm doing
but theres no ending!

So, here i go.. leaving my social life for good the moment.
Jasonkwy.blogspot.com is now a weekend blog.
hey, don't we all love challenges? :)

i gotta learn to have fun doing this.

Learning is fun?

I never thought focusing my mind on my studies can be this hard, the moment i lay my lazy bum on that chair, my heart will be somewhere wondering and yeah, something will be distracting me, and that includes...

11. food
Food was often dragging me away, simply grabbing a snack and chew on it then there goes 20 minutes. Now that the room is completely dominated and rearranged my way, i really hope nothing more will be disturbing me, but it still depends on my patience to get going covering those chapters, no? And for that to happen, i've to lock myself in, put studying as my first priority.
nothing to do? study.
boring? study.
feeling hungry? no! study!

One way to the solution? :)

Like Black Raindrops On A Heart

I am floating in total darkness. Not floating like in water,
but on a stream of air.
Floating. trapped within a dark cloud..my eyes wide open.
But there's no light, not even a glimmer, and i can't see.
I hear nothing. I feel nothing.
No pain. No brush of air against my skin. Not the limbs of my body.
Not the beating of my heart.
Not the sound of my blood rushing through my ears.
My heartbeat. My sight. My touch.
Where are they? Where am i?
Who am i?

Four who never dreamed of hurting each other.
Make permanent choices.
To find love, to face reality,
and to go on...

This interesting book will never be forgotten, Thanks a bunch Sarina! :)

To Carmen,

1. The love of my life:
Is somewhere waiting for her, i guess.

2. Where you and I met:
Knowing was the tenth Teen Dhamma Camp, i think. whoops!

3. Take a stab at my middle name:
*takes a knife and stab her middle name*

4. How long you've known me:
known for less than one year, but if you want to compete, i have a friend i've known for 9 years. :D

5. The last time that we saw each other:
7 days ago, its like a flow.. once a week :)

6. Would I ever go sky diving?
Only the day you get extra extra extra adventurous

7. Your first impression of me upon meeting me/seeing me:
*hey! she really knows how to dress!*

8. Am I funny?
Most of the times :)

9. My favorite type of music:
Every song i sent her?

10. Can I sing?
:DD sure she can..

11. The best feature about me:
In demand!

12. What do I want to do more than anything?
Find the love of her life..am i right? :D

13. What is one thing that you think I should do?
Keep doing what you're doing. X)

14. Do I have any special talents? If so, what are they?
There's a list..

15. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else?
Pink!

16. Have you ever hugged me?
Yeap.

17. My favorite food:
Entertainment fills her up?

18. Have you ever had a crush on me?
My previous crush was 2 years ago, before i met her and before i knew things i should, i'm easy going now :)

19. If there was one good nickname for me, it would be:
I thought of this before.. stick to your current one, MunMun :)

20. Your favorite memory of me:
Hmm, can't recall.

21. If you and I were stranded on a desert island, I would bring:
Carmen would bring her Macbook?

22. Do I believe in God?
Course you do, just Buddha.

23. Who is my best friend?
2/4 is all i know..

24. Weirdest thing I've ever said:
Soon to come. haha!

25. Something only you & I would get:
Can't think right now.

26. What's the best thing about me?
Amusing, friendly, outspoken, knows how to dress up.................

27. What's the worst thing about me?
it never came into my mind. :D

From,
Jason Kuan.