Don't mind if i do

So now I guess this blog will be the place I'll be swimming in again, probably more willingly than ever. Maybe if you could bare whatever I have to say for you, my reader, and I on this blog, then we must have thoughts alike. Its when you have that once in a week thing where you look forward to spilling all your stories. Routine changes though, so does my hair. Hence, treasures of my heart rests here. (:

Dreaming out loud

Dreams aren't supposed to be forgotten. But they say the only memory you will have from a dream is that you had a dream without remembering what was it. 5 minutes after waking up and you instantly forget it. So you keep a book with a trustworthy pencil next to your bed. That is what's new with me.

Or you know, it doesn't have to be that way. After all, we're human. We have a mind of our own, just like how we would think of that damn printer we own. But they can't change, they're repeatedly constant, on the other hand, we're constantly changing by choice. You don't follow the steps of the people walking in front of you, unless you're taking a brisk walk at 6 in the evening while facing east and you have your shadow cast in front of you.

There are rules we follow, and those are the rules we ourselves make. You can't possibly follow someone into the dark when a bright one is yours to walk. Walk alone? Read my second paragraph again. By then it doesn't matter if you remember the dream you once had in your sleep or the dream you made soberly, you're already chasing one or better yet, creating one.

Karma will have its say, good choices will lead to better ones and likewise, you know?

Holes Inside

It's okay to have your heart occupied, for mine it is and it will be. You know, It doesn't really matter to me if this isn't going to end because as long as I feel that it's worth it, I know I don't want it to end. Yes, I don't.

I will be using my heart, as I've been told to do so before. You don't have to try so hard either, because for me I'm just going to let things flow as it is without torturing myself. Listen here, I won't torture myself being with you, even now, even mentally.What could hurt me again are your choices and decisions.. which I hope are the same as mine. But then again, I don't have the rights any more, I can only hope. Hope I will.

Meals On Wheels #1

I've always considered visitng the old folks' home or orphanages as something great to do, and if it were to be between visiting Tong Sim Senior citizens care centre or playing volleyball, I didn't choose volleyball. heheh. Anyway, the place is for the aged who were abandoned by their families heartlessly. Since the golden opportunity arose when Swea Phin decided to involve some of us in this Meals On Wheels trip there, I guess it would be nice to make some of them happy for the day. :)

 

Talking to them was one of the best way to allow them to realize someone still cares. Unfortunately most some of us were held back due to language barrier as some of them couldn't communicate in other languages other than cantonese or all the more saddening, couldn't communicate at all.

Hopefully our voluntary presence was enough to lighten their moods.

Although, I feel it is unfair to all of them to be sent here, meaninglessly waiting for every second to pass and only every meal of the day to look forward to.

 

   

   

 

We tried our best to entertain them though. With songs, epic acts and whatsoever.
The most rewarding thing you could get in return was a sincere smile they would give for every thing you do, even laughing without a reason or a simple tune of a song could ignite a cheerful heart in them. :D

   

And you definitely know that by the end of the trip, you will look forward to the next one because the experience you gain is just that special from any other. :)

 

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