I Don't Know...

Can you tell?
Between the right and wrong,
truth and false,
high and low,
hot and cold,
yes or no?

Then I can, start all over. I feel.. thinking is much controlled now. But as this grows, the situation grows. I don't know why, somehow it does.. it happens, why?
I've just got back from going houses to houses, singing my lungs out(i think?), spreading the Chinese New Year spirit with families I'd rarely seen in my life, and some.. once a year, its consistent, cool. Eventually, this year.. I got called(texted) to be.. an emcee.

Yea, one that reads from the script speaks to the hosts what will we to do next and greeted them as the CNY feelings filled the air. You should know, how easy things can get.. like this steamboat. :)

Mmm, the smell of raw food boiling, satisfying. The water, getting boiled throughout its entire form.. also going through the food's inner contents.


And what comes to your mind, when you see this?

I was just here for your entertainment. :)

Tuesdays With Morrie

Just as though nothing much could've brought cleanliness to the fishing pond, I choose to add something on my list of things-I'd-do-to-keep-myself-on-life's-track. Maybe just for a while, they'd suddenly pop up questions on life, and makes you think again... like this one

"We...need to forgive ourselves...For all the things we didn't do. All the things we should have done. You can't get stuck on the regrets of what should have happened."

So much for forgiving, in the end.. we had to force ourselves, owh well...

"Love wins. Love always wins."

Instead, Morrie.. are you real? can you be real? After all, I'm taking afternoon jogs, or exercising, to keep myself focused, yea. Perhaps.. erm.. never mind.

"If you hold back on the emotions--if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them--you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid."

Speaking of emotions, they can really suck the life out of you, i guess. But,

"...no matter where you live, the biggest defect we human beings have is our shortsightedness. We don't see what we could be. We should be looking at our potential, stretching ourselves into everything we can be come."

And sometimes, I get the thought of independence. Somehow, maybe, just maybe.. i'm wrong.

"In the beginning of life, when we were infants, we need others to survive, right? And at the end of life, when you get like me, you need others to survive, right? But here's the secret: in between, we need others as well."

Hmm, can I die now?

"...the truth is...if you accept that you can die at any time--then you might not be as ambitious as you are."

I'd ask myself, what is life all about? Why the rich and famous? Why...everything?

"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."

"The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in."

*Morrie, are you sure?*

Tuesdays With Morrie.

Life's greatest lessons, indeed.

Thank you,

Jen ning.

Percy Jackson

What can I say?

it was... good

Empire State Of Mind

Imma up at Brooklyn,
now Im down in Tribeca,

right next to DeNiro,

and since i made it here,
i can make it anywhere,

i used to cop in Harlem,
all of my dominicanos
right there up on broadway,

In New York,
Concrete jungle where dreams are made of,

Theres nothing you can’t do,
Now you’re in New York,
these streets will make you feel brand new,
Big lights will inspire you,

Welcome to the bright light..

In The End

~Quote stolen from http://shahidrogers.tumblr.com/

I think,

In the end.. it doesn't really matter.

I wanna prove this right.

Old Times

Its amazing how this picture on top was found at granny's
Yeah, start guessing. :)

This Heartless Act

In the night...

I hear 'em talk...

The coldest story ever told...

Somewhere far along this road...

*picture removed*

He lost a soul,
To someone so heartless.

Running In The Tiger

One thing I like about this,
is the hope I'm relying on this year's stunning tiger to wake me up.

Secrets

And when a situation rises

Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold..

Big Bang

Dorabojimalgo tteonagara

Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara

Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie

Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara

Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae

Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae

Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae

Haru haru

Mudyeojyeogane

I'm lovin' it.

Super Junior

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo
Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo
Naega michyeo michyeo baby

(Y)

Some Christmas Gift

Turns out to be my only gift for christmas, I guess. :)

All they wanted for christmas?

The spontaneous one.

Adorable one :)

The excited one. :)

A Curious Mind

"When you don't know, you know."