Hectic

I'd detonate myself but that wouldn't do,
I'd make three wishes that can't come true,
I'd get so tired i couldn't sleep,
Its a whisper, all i want to hear...
~Unknown~

Not a single doubt my time is running out, its like a devil chasing after you.
And you're that protagonist,or just a loser?
Would the clouds have given me an advantage, that would be awesome.
Had anything helped me through, that wouldn't be happening.